Hi Makenna,
Thank you for your prayer request. I assume you have asked Jesus into your life as Lord and Saviour. If not, it will be important for you to renounce any sin in your life and to do so. Next, understand that we have victory because of the blood of Jesus sacrificed for us on the cross. Jesus did that for you, Makenna. The Bible tells us then that whom Jesus has set free is free indeed and so it now just becomes a matter of you accepting and appropriating your deliverance. I went through a period of bondage in my life also and it was after I had become a Christian. The devil lied to me everyday for a long time and told me I would lose my mind and this was because of the fear I was experiencing due to anxiety anf panic attacks after I got out of the military. What I began to do though was every morning....like clockwork....when I got out of bed, I would go to the bathroom or sit in my bed and simply PLEAD THE BLOOD OF JESUS OVER MY SPIRIT (the part of you that communes with God), MY SOUL (your mind and understanding...emotions,) AND MY BODY (the physical YOU). I did that everyday and immediately I began to see that Satan had to leave and he would linger if he could or about 30 minutes or less and then go. The thoughts would go away I had. I continued on, because some things come quickly and others are a process. In my case though, I did this everyday and one day....about 6 months later...I stopped to realize I did not have any of those tormenting thoughts, panic or anxiety attaks in many months. God had brought the manifestation of deliverance to me. God can do the same for you. It can be quick or a process....God is kind and moves as fast as we are able to go. I have prayed for you and believe I will hear from you again and hear that God has answered that prayer and set you free.
Apostle Mischa Safdie'